miss beerdre has arrived

"i am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger than reason. i am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. anything i can not transform into something marvelous, i let go. what i cannot love, i overlook. reality doesn't impress me. i only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, i escape, one way or another. no more walls."
[anais nin]